I've Only Been Sad Allll Weekend~Can Anyone Help~Forever Angel~

I'm back once again with another sad story. I thought I was finish being upset. At least over my friend Dave. We've had alot of ups and downs in our friendship. But,this last Friday night caused us or me to end our friendship. Dave is 30 and I'm 18. I've been knowing him about 3 years now. We were keeping in touch alot recently. Over the phone,through email and once a week or so I'd see him around somewhere. Last Sunday night I went to his apartment. It had been like 2 weeks since I had seen him and I was starting to miss him. And,missing him was only making me sad. Well,all week everything was fine. Then,Friday night I asked him to tell me the real truth about his feelings for me. He gave me a response I didn't really like. I emailed him a mean letter back. Now,I know it's only Sunday. I saw him last night and he tried to talk to me and I walked right past him as if he didn't exsist. I won't get into details. But,right now I'm doing to him what he deserves. Or,at least what I think he deserves. My heart is aching right now. I've been crying all weekend. I think for the real first time in my life I was or is in love. And,if I ever had a small chance with this guy I feel I blew it. Now,usually my dad comes to the rescue and comes and helps my friendships. If I'm having problems my dad talks to the friend and we work it out. Well,this time my dad won't help. I begged my dad. And,he said this time I'm on my own. Last night when I saw Dave I was kinda scared to talk to him. Not of him. Just I guess of what I was going to say. I'm still kinda scared to call him even though I really want to. He told me to go find another guy. Well,I don't really know any other guys and I truly don't feel I could find someone who cared about me as much as Dave and someone I will like as much. I just want Dave back. Even if we just stay friends. I miss him so much.

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