Torture

I sit here and I look at
Your picture a sweet memory
Of the past we shared
Visions of it in my head
I sit here and I cry
And it gets me nowhere

I've tortured myself
Time and time again
Waiting for you to
Come back to me see
All this torture for
You

I can remember your
Embrace my arms in
Yours Eyes locked into
Each others all those
Memories flooding into
Me but

I've tortured myself
Time and time again
Waiting for you to
Come back to me see
All this torture for
You

And I can still remember
The taste of your lips
The warmth of our bodies
Never left me how can
I love another all I
See is you I love
You and you left

Never again have I
Held another so close
Without you being
In my memory

I can still feel your
Soft touch on my cheek
Where your had used
To rest and I knew
That all was well but

I've tortured myself
Time and time again
Waiting for you to
Come back to me see
All this torture for
You

All the while when I
Torture myself in this
Memory I can still feel
The love and the spark
That we shared everything
Was fine as long as we
Were together and

I've tortured myself
Time and time again
Waiting for you to
Come back to me see
All this torture for
You

Then again I could
Never open up without
You so you know
How difficult this is
For me you knew
Everything about me
Well it seems I've
Changed a degree or
Two but then I
Never was good enough
For my own liking
Guess that's why I
Do this to myself and

I've tortured myself
Time and time again
Waiting for you to
Come back to me see
All this torture for
You

I still love you and you
Of all people know that
I'd give anything just
To be with you one last
Time and to have that
Embrace and that kiss and
That soft touch all the
Things taht we used to
Share without the torture

I've tortured myself
Time and time again
Waiting for you to
Come back to me see
All this torture for
You

Babe I've seen this all
Before in another time
It never was quite this
True to me I need
You here and now without
You I'm not complete I
Love you and

I've tortured myself
Time and time again
Waiting for you to
Come back to me see
All this torture for
You

Oh the sweet memories for
Me you broke my pride
Took me by the hand
Lifted me higher made
Me known to myself made
Me feel like a real person
And not just some idiot
Who can never make it
On his own

All this for you I can be
What you want me to be
But you never tell me
So why do I do this to
Myself? All this love
Forced me never have
I felt like this before

I've tortured myself
Time and time again
Waiting for you to
Come back to me see
All this torture for
You

So now this seems to be
The way that it all ends
We broke up and one
Of us ends up torturing
Ourselves our lives
Are lost and it seems that
All is well in the land
Of dreams for the other

This time it's gotta end
I can't take all this
Much more the torture
Is killingme and it
Seems like this won't
End

I've tortured myself
Time and time again
Waiting for you to
Come back to me see
All this torture for
You

Look into my eyes and
See this pain all of
Those times that I
Said I love you
It was with the
Best intention that
I told you everything
And until I can mend
Myself I'll just have
To put up with this
Torture for you I still
Love you without the torture