~I Don't Wanna Grow Up~Forever Angel~

All those posts I read about growing up got me thinking. I just told my dad the other day,I don't wanna grow up,I wanna stay a Toys R Us kid. lol Last night I ran away from home for the first time in my life and that is something I and everyone who knows me thought I'd never do. I'm 18 years old and I went to a 30 year old mans house. My dad and I went out last night and when we got home my dad had to go off for a little while. Now,I'm friends with this guy and my dad knows him and all. Normally I tell my dad if I'm gonna go see the guy or he's gonna pick me up or something. Well,after my dad left I called my friend and talked to him a little while. Then,a few minutes later I called him and told him I was gonna go see him. I have I guess you could say a crush on the guy and I hadn't seen him in a few weeks. I was starting to miss him and I was at my wits end. I didn't want to go one more minute without seeing him. So,I actually dared myself into going to see him. This all went on at 11:00 last night. When I was walking to his house I got freaked out. So,stupid me takes out my cell phone and calls my grandma(last person on earth I should have called) and told her I was scared. Now,must I say I have the world's greatest grandparents. They were still awake and my grandma had my grandpa pick me up. Then,my grandpa dropped me off at my friends. I'm really lucky nothing bad happened to me last night. This is a real long story and I won't go into every little detail. But,my point is I'm trying to grow up way to fast. People tell me that all the time and it's true. And,liking a 30 year old does not help. It's making me try to grow faster. So,my plan for today is to stay away from the phone as much as I can and maybe play with my dolls,watch cartoons and eat any kind of food I want. haha I think I'm going to be a kid today. Growing up is scary anyway. Plus,I caused a bit of pain on my family last night. My grandparents won't talk to me and my dad is all upset. I don't even want to know if I'm going to ever hear from that guy again. Did I mention I woke him up? Oooppss... I hope he's not mad at me. heh Oh yeah,it was storming down here too last night,I'm lucky my dad found me and gave me a ride home. The guy normally would give me a ride but he was sick and said he took some medicine that made him really sleepy. I have a good dad too.

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