If Only I Could Turn Back Time~Forever Angel~

Boy oh boy oh boy. I wish with all my heart right now I could turn back time. I think I made the biggest mistake of my life. I have this guy friend who I really really like. We were good friends. I was really hoping to date him someday. Well,late last night I got really frustrated with him. I wrote him an email saying how I'm not going to call him or email him anymore. I was in a bad mood and said I'm giving up on him and all. Well,lately he's always busy and rarely has time to talk. So,lately I've been frustrated with him. I know I shouldn't be but I really just miss him. I actually kinda thought maybe if I show some emotion maybe he would see that I miss him or something. Well,I don't think he got any clues. Well,it's not even 24 hours later and I'm sitting here wishing I could take back that email and take back the way I was this week. My dad says to just don't talk to him for a few days and give him some space and maybe in a few days my friend will call me. I think my dad is right about the situation but I do miss him so much. The main thing I wish I could take back is the email. It was real real harsh. Now I don't even feel any of those feelings. But,he's got the email and it's how I felt last night. This guy kept telling me to be patient and that maybe just within months we'd be dating. Now,I'll be lucky if I ever hear from him again. I feel so sad and stupid at the same time. What should I do? And,how should I act and what to say next time I talk to him?

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