By Myself Over Again Without You

Took a walk late last night
I had to complete these
Thoughts had to make
Sense of the way this is
How I feel how I live
How I try so hard to
Live without you
I realized how hard
It is to go on
Without you I still
Love you and always
Will but tonight

I'm by myself over again
Without you I am nothing
Within myself I know
That I'm not real and
I'm not here by myself
Over again without you

So now why do I cry
At night when no one
Can see me?
Why do I call out for
You?
Why do I need you in
This life?
I still love you
Do you trust me?
Can you ever again?

So I lied but I never
Thought this would be
The result I said
That I'd never again
Well I'm back and
Now it's so hard
To live without you

Banished? I never
Could get you out
Of my head you're
All I think about
And yet it's not
The same without you

I'm by myself over again
Without you I am nothing
Within myself I know
That I'm not real and
I'm not here by myself
Over again without you

Not once have I asked
You if you were done
Or if I could step in
And say something no
Not once have I ever
Done you wrong I
Gave you everything
Yet you're not here

So now you see this
Picture is clear I
Always and forever will
Be yours and it's not
The same to live like
This day by day

When I look into those
Baby-blue eyes I see
The truth of the
Pain I always knew
That I wasn't the
Source of the pain
But there's the truth
It's out there in front
Of you that's the
World for you

I'm by myself over again
Without you I am nothing
Within myself I know
That I'm not real and
I'm not here by myself
Over again without you

So does this sound like
Me? Anger and fear
Inside of me now it's
Not all you knew you
Saw what I can never be

I let you in and now
It's like this pain won't
Go away and now it
Seems that I'm not
Alone anymore but
Then again

I'm by myself over again
Without you I am nothing
Within myself I know
That I'm not real and
I'm not here by myself
Over again without you

I'm by myself over again
Without you I am nothing
Within myself I know
That I'm not real and
I'm not here by myself
Over again without you

By myself Over again Without you