I HAVE TO STOP LOVING YOU..... By: Ck_Lovebug

All those times I lay'd awake,
just wanting to be with you
oh how my heart did break,
when I heard the truth.
Somehow I never noticed
but you were to
big to fit my hand,
now I've lost you for good,
I just don't understand.

I went insane
trying to find a way
to show what was in me,
but not a moment came to perfect
and now I'm left alone to see.

How did it feel
when you said I do?
Did you even think there
could be another person
dreaming of you?
What did you think
when she was saying her vows?
Did you ever wonder
someone else may
need you now?

How did it feel to recieve
that kiss that
sealed your heart?
It stopped my life completely,
and made me watch....
as it blew my world apart.
Yeah you were a dream,
some fantasy,
but you were so real,
at least you were to me.

I never met you
I'm just a
stranger without ease,
your just a
never ending prayer
making me live
on bended knees.
I guess it's all my fault
I was scared to lose my chance,
either way she caught my butterfly,
And took my last dance.

I guess I would be okay
if I had you to recall,
but the nightmare is,
I'll never get
to have you at all.
You'll grow old
and without me,
my heart just won't accept this,
this just can't be.

Tell me I was dreaming
when I heard the news,
wake me up
and tell me I'm with you!
Wake me up now
this can't be reality,
wake me up
and tell me that
there's still a chance for me!

Will it make a difference
if you were to read this?
Would it show you
that there's a love
that still exists?
I guess not,
I guess I know
what I must do,
somehow, someway...
I have to stop loving you.

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