I can't explain this entirely, because part of it is very personal. But, you see.....I use to go out with this girl named Tammy...she was a close friend of mine who i got an attraction to and we soon got together....but when i found out something about her, i freaked and broke it off....after i thought about it, i tried to get her back, realizing my mistake..but she said she couldn't do it anymore...
Well, we were on bad terms for a while...went on and off of being friends..and finally got close again, as friends...
She came to my end of year party, and got very angry at my boyfriend because he wouldn't even hug me. She decided to stay the night and we ended up making out for SEVEN FREAKIN HOURS! My boyfriend broke up with me the next day, although he didn't know what happened..
But my friend Sebastian found out what had freaked me out...the fact that she is different from me and my friends...Sebastian says that it is dangerous for me to date someone "out of my clan" as he put it, and that she would end up killing me....but i'm not sure...
As we were talking she said, "Saying that you love someone is an invitation for pain...but this girl wants to know if the one she is looking at right now loves her back...."
Of course, i stayed quiet for a moment, until i went back in to get dressed so we could go downstairs and play video games....i told her yes as i walked in and shut my bathroom door....
Sebastian says that i could bring bad consiquences to "the clan" if i stay with her..but how can i turn away the one i truly love? no more mistakes......what am i suppose to do? My family (clan) or my heart? :(
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