I'm Happy But Should I Be Sad?!?!?!?!~Forever Angel~

Ok,another one of my annoying posts about my friend Dave. haha Well,I finally saw him after 2 weeks. But,it's mainly because I cried to him on the phone the other night. SO,I guess he felt bad. So,he told me to hang in there and he would come see me the next day. Well,he came over Thursday. I thought everything was cool and we were friends and all. Well,I called him yesterday and he said he was working but he would call me later. Well,he never called later. Well,last night real late he got on the internet. He was on for about an hour and never attempted to talk to me. So,I finally instant messaged him. I said,someone doesn't know how to say hi anymore. Well,we talked for a little while. But,while we were talking we got in a big fight. Now,we're not talking. But,the weird thing is I feel good right now not talking to him. I would hate to call him because he's always busy. I figured if he's to busy for me anymore I'm not gonna call him. I'm sick right now and if I talk to him I'll get myself upset. Which I already feel bad enough. But,normally I'd be crying and all upset after getting in a fight with him. I mean it still sux but I also know that there's more to life than him. I still miss him but I want him to miss me and see if he ever does. Well,today my dad's friend came over and he knows Dave. So,they talked about Dave alot today. I'm so sick of hearing about him. But,they don't know that it's bothering me when they talk about him. Last night I told Dave I hate men because of him now and he told me he's mad at all women.I feel like we're both kinda even now. Then,he was teasing me about stuff and I started saying mean stuff back. It was funny though. An 18 year old girl fighting with a 30 year old man. We were both being childish. Oh well maybe today will be better. haha This really isn't that important. But,maybe I am sad about it. I do miss him. Sometimes he was the only one that cared about me.

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