Suicide

Everyday you go about
Wanting to know if this
Life is worth it just to
Die would take away
The pain but then you
Take a second and look Around

Cause it ain't enough
To take this life and
To waste all you stand
For

Stand back take another
Look its there deep
Within you everything
You own and stand for

Look at the children how
They look back at you
With those eyes

Cause it ain't enough
To take this life and
To waste all you stand
For

Trust me I know how
It feels all the pain
No one cares about you
But you, just to get
Away

You want to run away
To kill this pain to
Let it vanquish to
Vanish from reality

The truth is though that
You don't have to guts
To say No and to
Run

Cause it ain't enough
To take this life and
To waste all you stand
For

So now you've broken down
A crying shame thoughts of
Suicide flowing through you
Try to run and hide but
It's all so real

There's no running away this
Time everything you say
Is another contridiction of
This Life we're living how
We aren't here everyone
Knows

And now it seems right
To run and to get away
From this pain to leave
It all behind

Cause it ain't enough
To take this life and
To waste all you stand
For

Every word I say
Is another contridiction
Of what you do
Why this goes on I'll
Never know

You can't survive in yourself
But in me you can so
You rush over and fall
To your knees you act in
Worship but I know
What you want

Cause it ain't enough
To take this life and
To waste all you stand
For

So you wanna talk about
Drugs, death, and suicide?
Let's go let's do it
You can kill me or
Start drugs and kill
Yourself

Now you can't cause
You're too scared to
And I thought life
Was supposed to be
So peaceful and Loving
I was wrong

Cause it ain't enough
To take this life and
To waste all you stand
For

You wasted it all
Just for a second
Glimps at what this
Life has to offer
So much to win and
To loose I can't take
It

Look back and see
What we had and
What we lost so
Confused about this
Time we have together

Cause it ain't enough
To take this life and
To waste all you stand
For

You think you stand for
Nothing but you have
Those little faces calling
You "Mommy, mommy,
We're hungry"

So why waste it all?
Being a mother ain't
All that bad is it?
Na I didn't think so
So just let it slide
For a minute or two
Your life's gonna end
Soon any ways cause
You just ODed on pills

This time you survived
Got your stomach pumped
Spent a couple of days
In the hospital and
Now there's a counselor
There for you so talk
About your problems
The kids and that
Boyfriend what'd they
Ever do to you?

Cause it ain't enough
To take this life and
To waste all you stand
For

Did they love you too much?
Did they not love you enough?
You think it's better this way?

So now you're gonna kill
Yourself Go ahead see how
It is see all the grief
That you leave behind
It's gonna follow you
Around forever

Cause it ain't enough
To take this life and
To waste all you stand
For

Cause it ain't enough
To take this life and
To waste all you stand
For