I want to change.Be different.I don't like feeling, being who I am.I ask for it.I don't want it.I take it.Do I accept it?Maybe.The wanting to change.Not to be me.Desire for strength.Having no worries.Change both good and bad.It brings difference...and the pain.It lingers longer than the happiness.Consuming the mind relentlessly.Accomplishing what it set forth to do...saddens.Wishing over and over.Please go away.I don't want you.Draining from me.Please come back.Do it again.Anything must be done to forget.Do not think...pretend.It must not exist.Everything is bliss...no.Denial strikes...and it plays again.
*~ChicaBella~*
April 2000
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