Big Decision~Should I Send This?~Forever Angel~

I need help,before I make a big decision. I'm going to post the letter I want to send to my friend Dave. Should I send it? Please,everyone tell me what you think of it. I'm real nervous about doing this. But,I think I'm ready. And,whatever his reaction I want to be ok and accept it. I'm a strong girl and I think I can handle whatever happens. Dear Dave

I'm writing this to show you something. I'm just writing anything. I don't even know what I'm saying. If you don't care,I understand. I like being with you. You always make me smile. Even if I'm sad you know how to bring a smile to my face. I miss you alot. I don't want to wait forever to do this. But,I'm not sure if I should do it now. This isn't my first time telling someone how I feel and maybe it won't be the last. I don't want or expect a miracle. But,if you should read this and feel the same,tell or show me. If you don't feel the same,we can leave each other's lives now. I have a good feeling how this will go. I wish for you nothing but happiness. But,I must tell you. Knowing you this past few years and getting to know you and letting you see me and know me has changed my life forever. My main point is,I feel you are a good friend. You always seem to know the right things to say. I don't expect a reply, this letter really isn't that big of a deal. I know the entire situation. I know that maybe your career comes first. But,I'm here and I want to be a friend for you. I know I'm young and maybe don't understand everything but I'm learning. You're an easy guy to talk to and you understand alot. So,I know you will understand this letter and hopefully won't get mad. I don't want to freak you out or scare you away. I simply just want to say I like you. If nothing ever happens,we will always be and can be friends. I don't believe in girls asking guys out. But,if I did,I would have asked you out before. I don't know if this will sound like asking or not. But,someday/maybe,if ever I would like to know if we could go on a date. I don't have much and I can't offer you much. All I really have is warm fuzzy feelings for you. I want to keep this letter short and to the point. I know I am young,if I'm to young I understand. I know that you don't want to rush into anything. I don't either. It's just a thought. Or,we could always stay just friends. Well,it's getting late and I better go. Have a good day tomorrow. And,call me sometimes if ya want.

Your friend Jen

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