To Shadow Dragon.....*Juls*

I'm not too sure where to start on this one and so I have been putting off the posting of it for a few days now, thinking of what to write, what to say, how should I say it and so on. I finally came to this, just say what's in your heart, say what you feel, so Jas, here it is....

I know many of you know my dear friend Jas, aka Shadow Dragon, well let me tell you a little more about this guy. ;)

I mett him in the Chat room on night last July, I really thought his tag was pretty cool and so I said Hi, and let him know I liked the Tag. He smiled and said hi back, we talked for a little while, so I checked out his profile and found he wrote poems, which I love to read, just about as much as I like writing them. We talked more and soon I was talking to him a lot... about things I never told anyone else, and things I probably never will tell anyone else.

For those who don't know, I'm not a very trusting person, due to things that have happened to me because I trusted the wrong person, but Jas, eventually broke that wall down and I felt myself begin to trust him, more and more each time we talked. I remember a short time after we had started talking, Something had happened and I was talking to him about it on Yahoo, but it really wasn't working out too well. I was in tears, and I couldn't stop crying. So he asked if he could call me, mind you it's like 2am and I'm thinking, none of my other friends would ever call me at 2am cause I was in tears, and most of em would yell at me if I called them...lol.. so I say yeah, and get offline, a few seconds later my phone rings and I hear the most calming soothing voice I have ever heard. We talked for over and hour or more....the tears stopped shortly and I was smiling when I hung up, I will never forget that night, ever...

He is always there for me, with a smile on his face, and open heart so full of love, and two shoulders I can cry on whenever I need. Of course, he tells me how it is, and kicks me when I need it.. ;) But only a good friend would right?? Just like this thing going on now, I mett this guy named Michael at work and hes a total sweethart, I like him and I want to trust him, but it scares me to, and Jas was like, you have to trust someone, sometime, cause if you never do, that "someone special" may pass you by. And besides, even if you get hurt again, at least you tried. Okay Im usally someone who takes risks cause you never know, and you never wanna look back and say, what if?? I guess sometimes fear can make all the things you think and believe fade away until someone slaps you and says wake up..lol..(just so you know, The date went great and I had a blast ;)

So anyway, I just wanted to tell you guys what an awesome friend this guy is, reminds me of Sunday night...I had a pretty bad day, woke up not feeling good and all and later that night I get a phone call, I almost didnt answer it cause it was unavailabe and I hate those calls, they always hang up on me or wanna sell me something.. I answer anyway and Im glad I did, cause it was Jas, just calling to say hi and see how I was cause we hadn't talked in a while...If only you all could have seen the smile that light up my face the second I realized who it was....it just chased away the entire bad day and made it bright and shiny...Thanks soo much for always making me smile and making me believe in me.

For a friend who is always there, someone with a heart that cares, I give you this Angel, although she may be small, just place her in your pocket, and stand up tall. Carry her with you, everywhere that you may go, she will always guide you, when you have lost your way, she will always watch over you, when your having a bad day, just reach into your pocket, and pull her on out, hold her in your hands, and then let it all out. She is always there to listen, and will always care, share all the love you have, and never shed those tears. I give to you this Angel, to keep you safe from harm, with this Angel in your Pocket, you will never be alone...





You are an Angel to me, and God sent you from above, I will always love and cherish you, and the frienship we have, will always hold a place in my heart... *huggles n love*, Juls

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