~~~A Love Problem~~~

I have a major delema. One of the most common although it feels like its different. I am afraid that I am falling in love with my friends boyfriend. Ok before you assume "this girl is just crazy and stupid and going through some kind of phase in her teenage life" hear me out. I am friends with his girlfriend Kathy. Me and her have known eachother for a long time and we arn't best friends but we're friends. This school year I got to really know her boyfriend ( lets just call him Blake ). In fact he is a very multi-talented human being. I was telling Kathy how much I wanted to learn how to draw. She told Blake and the first day of school i had a class with him. He came up to me and started showing me. It was so amazing. Days went by. I found out more about him, how he plays guitar very well and has a way of figuring out people. He can figure out anything about anyone. We started talking online and he tuned into my soul and knew things deep inside that noone has ever been able to reach. It was so amazing. Im trying to say that Blake is not an ordinary high school hott hunky "sweet" crush, he's different. He has a very spiritual side. He connects with people and he sure did with me. Not in a love way, just this special connection that me and him have. I see the great qualities in Blake that Kathy fell for. Him and her are perfect for eachother. Dont get me wrong, i would never do anything to break them up. I like having them all as friends. But I have become addicted to talking to him, wondering what special thing he's going to tell me next. I love talking to him in class and watching him draw and paint ( i have him for a painting class ) and be his amazing self. Hes so mature to talk to that i can even tell him these feelings that i have and he understands that its just like some "crush" i have on him. I dont know what to do. I know its wrong to have these feelings. I just can't stop them. I feel like im loving him from afar. This is the most complicated thing I have ever had to deal with. Just picture the perfect guy for you, well, Blake is 10 times everything any girl, woman, lady has ever dreamed of.

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