I Used To.....Has This Happened To Anyone Else?~Forever Angel~

I'm 18 years old. For the past few years I used to get bored almost everynight. Life was just starting to suck to me. I hated it so bad. Well,the past few months. That has all changed. I started talking to this guy and I like him so much. My mind is always on him. 24/7. I even sometimes dream of him. It's like I never get bored anymore. Well,I sometimes still do but when I find myself getting bored I do something. I'll start thinking about the guy. Or call him or write to him. Or,sometimes I'll just get online and surf. But,I feel like my mind is so busy thinking of him so much I don't have time to get bored. Now,I'm not in love or lust,I don't even have a crush. At least I think I only like him. I'm not in school so I don't meet alot of people. But,this guy is like the sweetest guy I have ever met. I don't even go anywhere much afraid of missing his call or talking to him online. Someone HELP ME!!! lol Please tell me I'm not in love. lol I've only been in love once in my life. And,when I stopped loving the person it was horrible. I'm scared of falling in love again. But,this guy is driving me insane. But,it's so nice not getting bored so much. I think I found a cure. Fall for someone lol. Am I the only one who's crazy? The guy knows I like him but he has no idea how much. I'm afraid of scaring him away so I don't tell him all my true feelings. The only time I'm really bored is when I'm sleeping because then I'm not thinking about my guy or talking to him. haha

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