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Date: 4/6/2002 11:28:00 PM From Authorid: 31255 I have often and do often have similiar thoughts. I don't think anyone of us is perfect. Our walk with God is always kind of a rocky path. At least it is for me, but like any relationship its something you work on and the more work you put into it ususally the better results you will end up with and the closer to God or to a person you will get. *hugs* |
Date: 4/7/2002 12:02:00 AM From Authorid: 49548 i am not christian but i feel similar to what you feel, we are similar,my author id is.49548.check-out some of my stuff.i have a debate/question on right now. it is JACK FIELDS(no religion good or bad/??????????.read it and see what you think.your new friend JACK FIELDS.. |
Date: 4/7/2002 3:43:00 AM From Authorid: 12581 Don't beat yourself up! You are human, the fact that you can look over your life and aknowlege these mistakes and admit you made them is wonderful! I feel that a mistake is never in vain as long as somthing is learned from it. DOn't feel guilt over you past, learn from it, learn from getting to know yourself and try to change those things about yourself that you don't like. And about USM I know some folks are not as they appear to be on here. I like to think though that who you get on here is who I am in real life. I am one of those folks who really tries their best to do the right thing and treat everyone with respect but hey I'm human I know I'm witchy somtimes and rude, but I try to apologize when I recognise this behavior *HUGS* You sound like a very intelligent individual and I bet your a good person, we all have made big mistakes but we are human and have the ability to learn from these Thanks for sharing and Take care! |
Date: 4/7/2002 8:54:00 AM From Authorid: 16671 awwwwwwwww HON, I know what you mean about outcast, I was most of my life, and sometimes it hurt really really bad. One puts up a defence shield around them, tuff as nails attitude so that NO ONE can hurt them again. I retained that until I turned 35 and found Jesus, Then I knew that I could not undertand the love of God unless I returned that Love back. NO ONE, is perfect! Your reaching out in this manner, wanting to talk to God on the phone, to find out just how and what to do, speaks volumes as far as your heart goes. Sure loads of people come unglued, *christian people* that is, about someone that drinks, or smokes or cusses, amoung other things, but GOD looks on the HEART, not the flesh. THE flesh IS NOT what is going to be with the Lord, the flesh has NOT been renewed, our spirit has. AND our MIND? Well that can only be renewed daily by prayer and reading Gods word, interacting with those of same faith. ITs easy for ANYONE any of us, to not renew our minds daily as God asks, and when that happens our heart can once again turn cold and bitter, I know mine does. This is why I spend so much time on usm preaching, it keeps me in the word. YOU are not any more unworthy or worthy than any of us. AS Paul says in the bible, " THE things that I WANT to do are the things that I DONT and the things that I DONT want to do are the things that I DO" NOW this was a great man of God in the bible. I praise GOD he looks on our Hearts and not our flesh, I praise God that when I mess up and BOY do I mess up, that he is always there to forgive my sins of the flesh. Do I try not to mess up, sure it do, But it doesnt always work that way. I"m here for anything you need, rather its questions or just to vent. Msg me, you know where I'm . Hugs. |
Date: 4/7/2002 11:46:00 PM ( From Author ) From Authorid: 28848 Thank you all for your comments..especially you FB. I know that I can come to you when I need to and that means alot. luv, |
Date: 4/8/2002 8:51:00 AM From Authorid: 16671 Hugs, honey, I'll always be here. NOT that some would like to see me gone. hehehehhe loves ya. |
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