If only I could have held onto the dream, but everyone has to wake up. No one can sleep forever. I know that. I knew that. I just wanted. Wanted what I thought I could never have. Things I deserved. I guess we all think we deserve these things we can never have. Deep down we are not so down on ourselves and we love ourselves. We love little things about ourselves that no one else ever appreciated. Look inside and you can see it. Someone bashes you for being a certain way and you look at that same thing and smile to yourself. You just always hope someone uncovers those things and sees them the way you do. So many things about myself I love. The attitude, the bitterness even... But it is nice to have someone to appreciate and share some things with. But here I was alone again, which was okay. More time for me and myself to get to know each other. I wander around inside sometimes and find things I never knew were there. At other times I find things I thought were gone. You keep digging and find all these things and sometimes you just stumble on them. Lord knows I needed time to dig and discover. I still found myself surprised a little too much. You can join Unsolved Mysteries and post your own mysteries or interesting stories for the world to read and respond to Click hereScroll all the way down to read replies.Show all stories by Author: 6558 ( Click here )
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