I'm only sharing this on here. No one I know knows how I feel. I've been having a really bad day. Everynow and then I just start crying. Well,I had to go somewhere tonight and I did all I could do to hold back tears. I'm holding them back now. I'm alone right now and I'm in my room and I don't wanna be bothered by anyone. I put on fake smiles and acted like I was ok. But,everyday gets worse and worse. I get more and more sad and depressed. But,no one knows how I feel. I don't really wanna talk to anyone right now. And,all anyone will say is it will be ok and life gets better. But,it's just not true anymore. And,it never will be. My dad usually thinks I'm faking or just mad at him. And,I'm sick of grownups saying oh,you're just a child going through a phase. Well,I hate to say it but I'm 18 and won't be a child forever. I even had an uncle who was depressed and ended up killing himself. But,no one cares about me. No one ever will and my dad doesn't wanna talk to me. I can't even talk to him anymore. He always yells at me and I don't have any friends I could even call. Plus,it's to late to call anyone. So,all I do is sit by my computer upset and alone. I don't wanna die but I don't want to live.
~Update~ My dad doesn't think its anything serious enough to have to see a professional You can join Unsolved Mysteries and post your own mysteries or
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