I can't take it anymore...........~*Carbear4ever*~

* All the people you read about down below, were real and this is really what happened to them*


I close my eyes,
And shut the door,
I feel like I'm not wanted in this place anymore,
I lay down,
Now feeling dizzy,
Hoping that the pain will soon be over,
My mind runs through the past 15 years,
And I remember......

My friend Kristi,
We were friends since we were two,
She committed suicide last year.

My friend Johnnie,
He was my friend till the end,
I lost him due to drugs.

My friend Shelby,
God, I'll miss her forever,
She got killed in a gang fight,
Oh how I miss her.

My friend Alex,
God, I still cry thinking about him,
He died in surgery.

My very best friend Katelyn,
She was always here for me,
She died in a car crash.

My friend Brice,
I will love him forever,
He died b/c of an overdose.

All these sad memories play or and over,
In my mind,
I cannot escape them.
They kept haunting me,
I deal with horror in my sleep,
Did they suffer,
Could I have stopped them,
These questions are so painful,
They stab deep into my heart,
I cannot forget,
I cannot move on,
I hear their voices inside my head,
I cannot take,
What is the fairness,
That I should live,
When they have all died,
What is the fairness in this?
Kristi was only 14,
Johnnie was only 13,
Shelby was only 11,
Alex was only 12,
Katelyn was only 13,
And Brice was only 14,
They were all so young,
So young and innocent just like me,
And I miss them so much,
Its like having a gaping hole in my heart,
Please God,
Don't let this happen anymore,
Please God!
Don't make other people and families go through this,
Please God!
Don't let this happen to my friends anymore,
Please,
Because I can't take it anymore

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