"WHAT WAS MISSING"???***Annabella****

Tonight I'm sad...I'm sitting by my computer and my tears escape their prison...Suddenly I hear in the background, noises, music, people talking on TV, a lady exclamating: "what was missing was..." and again I ask that question....what was missing???? Perhaps not too many things, perhaps nothing was missing, perhaps we were never there......perhaps we had some excess, responsibilities, outside pressures, inner-conflicts..who knows...

But then again, I can't forget the echo of those words..."what was missing"??? I'll never know for sure, no one really knows......people's needs are so different and complicated ....we humans are so blind and selfish sometimes that we don't realize what others need....who knows..... maybe time was missing, maybe a few more hours to the day or night........For sure, love wasn't missing, exquisite moments were not missing, passion was not missing, certainly the friendship was always there, but then again, I'm forgetting the important element ......Maybe, I know, maybe tranquility was gone in lack of energy, perhaps those little devils inside each other were too selfish to stretch a bit more......Something crucial was missing...it wasn't a romantic song in the background, neither was an enchanting dinner cooked by him, the honey of kisses was always there, the fountain of his lips.....oh my God, his lips......an exquisite mysterious secret....Those lips of him would be responsible for so many things...beautiful and genuine smiles, smirks of disappointments at times....his lips were the parents of silence.......and then again, If I think of his hands I get very very very melo....I've told him many times that if one day "something was missing" I would die for his hands...he may not remember by now.....For some unknown reason,his hands mean so much to me.............his hands were so protective, so nurturing, his hands were a protection shield...doves around my heart......When I was little my father used to say wonders about people's hands, particularly of those who work the crops, those wonderful workers steal blood from ground's veins, they transform it in gifts of life......... color.....fruits.... vegetables... Suddenly that famous incredible scene of "Gone with the wind" came to my mind...I see Vivivan Leah screaming "I'll never be hungry again"......Oh nature.., nature has always been my weakness......I've been in love with "her" (I don't think it's a him") all my life........greens, blues....grass....animals...oceans.......I love the power of nature.....I respect it with admiration.......Nature is perfect....nothing is "missing"...there's something for something, someone for someone, one fish for another, one tree one plant.....

Oh my God.....I'll never know what was missing....I feel very sorry and embarrased not to realize what it was, or where it went.......I'm glad to say that love did not abandoned us...Thank the Lord.....for that....It's funny, I never imagined that 30 minutes before Valentine's Day "You would be missing"...and what's worse...I've never dreamed I would be missing you so much!!!!! Whatever you are...happy Valentines....Love you always!!

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