My UnAnswered Prayer :sniff: ~Forever Angel~

Ok so I finally talked to the guy I like,Henry. Last Saturday night when I saw him and this is what happened. The first time I saw him Saturday night he was outside smoking with this other guy. So,I didn't really wanna say anything to him in front of anyone. So,I went over to him and I was speechless so I just gave him a hug. Well,a little while later he was getting ready to leave so I went up to him and told him I needed to talk to him. Well,that night he was supposed to go to a Mardi Gras ball and right before the ball his date stood him up. He said he was all upset about it all day. And,the funny thing is he stood me up for our date. So,it's like what goes around comes around. Well,I told him I was sorry about his date standing him up. I wanted to scream at him about our date but I just let it slide. It wasn't bothering me to much. What was bothering me was I wanted to tell him how I feel about him. So,I took him aside and I started. I think he knew what I was about to do. I told him a few things and then I said and I like you alot. He said he knew. He said actions speak louder than words. He could tell for a long time that I liked him. And,he was like we've already talked about this and I just don't like you in that way. I started to cry and he gave me a hug and then we went our seperate ways. That is the first time in my life I ever told a guy how I felt about him. I've been liking him since before September of last year. I was all upset and started crying. I knew he was probably going to say that but I was hoping for a tiny miracle. I'm still a little upset about it. Sometimes I'll be feeling good and all of a sudden I'll remember about Saturday night and get upset. I feel so broken hearted inside right now. I liked him so much. I might have even loved him. Which I know he's not looking for a relationship right now but I just wanted to give it a try. But,now I feel stupid him knowing how I feel about him. One night I was riding with my dad and my dad said a prayer for Henry and I. And,in his prayer he pretty much said that if there is anyway Henry and I could be boyfriend/girlfriend one day,please. I still like him and I might not move on anytime soon. And,I still want him as a boyfriend. Even though he doesn't like me right now I'm hoping he would at least give me one chance and I like me one day. I'm not mad at him. I'm glad he was honest with me. But,I am sad. And,I'm still going to prayer about him and for him. I'm just really lonely right now. And,I was hoping that one day he would be my boyfriend. I know we'd make a good couple and I know if he gave me a chance he would like me. I'm just so sick of all these guys only liking girls for looks. It's whats on the inside that counts.

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