I am a person hurting inside
Trying to find that someone
But all I ever done was run away
Living a life I hate everyday
No one has (messed) up life like me
But all I ever wanted was someone to see
The real me...
Whoever said I was free
Must really love this reality
And in class there is kids I shared laughs with
But they know I am there and they don't care
Now all they do is laugh and stare at me...
No one has (messed) up life like me
But all I ever wanted was someone to see
The real me...
Then I met her...
I thought she could cure my broken world
I wrote to her like Anymous to his girl
But she busted it all
And my walls came to a fall
No one Knows how I feel
Everything I have said is real
I really don't know how to deal with this pain
But sometimes when it rains
I can feel my problems wash away...
Someday I know these times will disappear
I will drown all my fears...
And these eyes will drop no more tears...
All this will happen in many years...
No one has (messed) up life like me
And I hope that somday she'll see
The real me...
SPG:This is a song I wrote for my band Blanket of Dust,we are hoping to make it out soon...and this song came from my heart directly after my first turn down since 98...and the messed up covers up a diffrent word I can't use on USM... You can join Unsolved Mysteries and post your own mysteries or
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*huggles n love* 
Good luck with you and the band!! I saw your pic too....you look like a nice guy...you look like you're made to be a band star!!! 
