Regrets of suicide ~Mystic Glitter

i havent written much poetry in a while, so if it seems kinda messed up, sorry!





I couldnt go on living a lie
Thats why I killed myself, thats why I had to die
So I will lay here, and silently say good bye
When you see me on the floor

I just couldnt go on living like this
My life was no longer a wonderful bliss
And so I sank, into a deep abyss
I couldnt go on anymore

Please try not to miss me, for now I am gone
Forget the tears and the memories, that we have forgone
For I hope I am better, now that im withdrawn
From a life I could have had

But maybe I shouldnt have given up
Maybe things wernt that tough
Things were easy when I said they were rough
Maybe it wasnt so bad

But now I am gone, no one cant have me back
I made a mistake, now what I see is black
I should have relized all that I will lack
God this is just so unfair

Please give me another chance to make things right
I want to see color, I want to see light
I still want to love, and I still want to fight
I never was aware

I though that I had it really very bad
But I didnt, its too late, I made people sad
I really should have relized all that I had had
Now I cant have a life to live

But Ill be watching from a special place
For I am now in the arms of grace
All your love, I will embrace
I hope you will forgive