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Not me.. not this.. its wrong! My Letter To The World.. *Enchanted Sister*

  Author:  47578  Category:(Depression) Created:(12/19/2001 5:23:00 PM)
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People of the world.. This cant happen to me!! Where is all my energy?? Im HAPPY! I have to be happy!! What is wrong with me?? Why am I so sad?? Someone please make me stop crying.. I need help. And I admit it! I cant stand this, I cant stand my life.. Im not perfect, STOP PRETENDING I SHOULD BE!! I make bad grades... Mom Im SORRY! I CANT concentrate.. do you think I LIKE this?? I try to study, but I forget.. I cant remember anything anymore. I still have all my friends, they all think im fine.. im happy, im good, im great... NOT! Why does everyone dumb their problems on me?? Dont you understand its killing me? Slowly all your words.. i really feel like im about to break. All the preassure. Ive been home sick for the past three days?? Sick.. sick of what?? The world! I cant take it.. I cant take it!! I dont want to cry, I dont want to be sad, I dont want my mom to be mad at me, I want forgivness.. I want to start over. I dont want to be grounded, but I dont get what I want! Do you think I WANT to make C's?? Do you think I WANT to stay home sick?? I dont have the energy.. I dont mean it when I tell you I hate you, I swear I dont.. I just cant control myself! I dont even know why Im telling you all this.. because now I realize no one cares about me. Life isnt worth living. Only a little bit till Christmas, but for once.. I dont care! "Everyone is changing.. theres no one left thats real.." I know exactly what that means, its from a song.. Wow, im going on and on.. but this is actually helping! I know this doesnt matter to you, but someone told me if I got this.. all this out, it would help. And trust me it did.. Now I just have to print it out and rip it up! Thanks for reading this if you did.. and remember, I still need help.. so if you have any advice message me... and if you need advice, I can help I guess.. because I do care.!! *hugs* Love - Enchanted Sister *N* Twisted Sister

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Date: 12/19/2001 6:25:00 PM  From Authorid: 48444    enchanted sister, there was a time in my life that my world was crashing all around me. I had no hope and I was very depressed. But, hang in there, life does get easier and more happier. The first step I took was when I did something stoopid, I learned (forced) myself to laugh, then when things didn't go my way, I would stop look at the situation and ask myself, what is the positive side of this.
Do these things and you will start to feel better. When you need someone to talk to - we all will be here. Angletear
Date: 12/20/2001 8:01:00 AM  From Authorid: 855    read this poem that someone wrote on here...but listen it does does get better,i'v went through so much stuff it so hard but you can do it..IM just tired
not much to say
Its all I can do
To get through a day

Tired ..Like lack of sleep
Yea that one way to put it
The way I lived my life
Has really got me beat

But there is another tired
deep down inside
Just really tired
and no place to hide

No way to clear my mind
of everything going on
Just looking for a place
of that I cannnot find

Its there everyday
Everwhere you turn
Someones needs are
becomming your concerns

I try to escape watch TV
Listen to a song
Read a book
But is always there with me

No drive No drive
No desire to succeed
I used to have it
Used to feel alive

But now its gone
Why did it leave from me
I have a guess
Feels down to the bone

The world has beaten me up
thats all no more
Im just Tired
Close the door

this is exactly how i feel somedays but i get through it and you will to
  

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