Ok...i think i am just a horrible friend...

okay...well recently i found out that my friend roland has cancer...how does that look for him? well......i like this guy named michael.......but he's a senior.....he seems a little bit interested.........well this is what happened

i see him everyday when i pass the "breeze way" at school. he hangs around 2 certain areas with his friends and they play hacky sack..... well anyways my friend monica...well.she knew that i wanted to talk to him..so she said that if i didnt follow her over to their area, she'd tell him that i thought he was really hot. well, i followed and i told his friend julian hi....whom i also like, but he has a girlfriend so i wont bother him. so.....later before the two minute bell rang...i saw him coming thru the door..so i introduced myself and he was smiling at me.....he is extremely shy...and i really like him.....but my friend...........more like a hi and hello friend knows that i also like him (she likes him too) and he had asked her to go to prom with him....but that was awhile back.....so i dont know what to do....will me and michael talk before he graduates? and then theres still johnny...i play at church with him tomorrow........i wonder how me and him will be....... and my cousin says his friend likes me too.....but i dont know who that is and Ronnie...he's also a senior...he's cute....sometimes i think he follows me and my friend.......will we ever talk to him?

***update*** well the other day after school...i think it was wednesday...not to sure..well this week after school me and micheal were walking side by side for the longest time so i couldnt resist talkin him....so i asked him how it was goin.we talked and walked for awhile.it was cool. but today...he walked in front of me but like...he kinda passed me up.....but he's shy......is he just being shy or should i just lay off.....when x-mas break is over and we go back to school i will probably not look for him or look at him....i know there would be no chance...would there?

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