Two years gone down the drain, all the wasted time I spent on you, putting my life on hold to be at your beck and call, to find out your love wasnt even true. Spending every..... minute, to make sure I did everything right, just beause I loved you sooo much, I'd do just about anything, to make sure we didnt fight. Staying home to answer all your calls, loosing friends to gain your trust, waiting around till you gave me an order, obiedence was always a must. Never talking back, never telling you, you were wrong, always having to keep a smile on my face, to show the world me and you always got along. Not able to shed one tear, it was so hard not to cry, but you said it made you uncomfortable, but try being me and holding everything inside. I was Davids girl, my name didnt even exsist, I was just your little toy to play with, never again shall I feel happiness. But now, your not even hear, you took off,now your gone, you said I didnt truly appriciate you, so you left me all alone. And I'm so sad, and I dont even know why, maybe I just fear to be alone, but I shouldnt be, because you treated me so bad, and finally I'm aloud to cry. I feel so stupid that I loved you sooo much, and that (you) left when it was you that didnt appriciate me, I just fear you never truly understand all of that, and my waisted love for you, you will never see.
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