It Must Be

And it's just like suicide
Breathin my life away
It's like a million knives
Through my heart
This feelin I get seein your
Picture sittin here readin
These lies, Can't you just die?

You said that you were sick
But I can't believe that
Maybe a mental illness or even
A chronic illness those I
Might be pursuaded to
Believe

And it must be the drugs
This life is just a
There is no remorse for
Death from me so die

Sometimes I just feel like
Takin this life and
Flushin it just to die and
Leave behind the lies cause
All of thes tension is beatin
Me out into a place of shame

And it must be the drugs
This life is just a
There is no remorse for
Death from me so die

Sometimes I just sit here
And converse with myself
I beat myself down and
You are my motive of hittin
This wall and bustin everythin
That I ever had

And it must be the drugs
This life is just a
There is no remorse for
Death from me so die

Bust me now and forever
I don't care about Her or
Anythin anymore
The drugs are Her life
And I just can't live
I can't go on

And it must be the drugs
This life is just a
There is no remorse for
Death from me so die

I never tried drugs before
But then I don't
Consider force as tryin it
Forcin me to do it was
The biggest mistake
You ever made and there
Is no forgivness

And it must be the drugs
This life is just a
There is no remorse for
Death from me so die

Sometimes I sit here or
I'm out in public and I
Start shakin uncontrollably and
People think that I'm on
Drugs but I cna't handle
It I just break down and
Cry my life is just so
Hard and I just wanna
Die

And it must be the drugs
This life is just a
There is no remorse for
Death from me so die

It must be