~*~ THANK YOU ~ the biggest unsolved mystery of all~*~

~*~THANK YOU~ the biggest unsolved mystery of all~*~

Throughout my entire life, the people I've thought of as my best friends, and the relationships we've had have been comparable. My friends have all been strong people, with deep feelings, and a love for life and the mysteries it holds. The friendships have always been about sharing

We would share our thoughts, our hopes, dreams and tidbits of our everyday lives. We'd rant and rave at each other and we'd listen patiently when the other had a problem. Sometimes we would love, and sometimes we would hate, but we always CARED.

When I first came to USM, I thought it was a neat sight, and a great place to come. Sometimes I thought people went overboard, and sometimes I thought things got understated. But I always enjoyed reading the stories, and I found peace like I hadn't had since I'd last seen my psychiatrist.

When I thought I would die for the pain in my heart over Brianna, you guys helped me, comforted me, and moved me through the rough times. When I thought I was going to have a nervouse break-down because of my family, husband and job, USMers rallied behind me, giving me the strength to make it through just one more day, every day, until things got better. And when my first love first went into the hospital, it was the people at USM who prayed for me to get my chance to say good-bye.

I have to admitt, though, that sometimes I rolled my eyes at the things people said. I had started to think that the people claiming to be 'addicted' to USM were going to far. Also, the USM families? Sometimes the IDEA of it offended me, because even if I sometimes couldn't stand my own family, they could never be replaced by the people I met on the internet.

Then the sight dissappeared. All of the sudden, there was no one left to read my poetry. When my tires got slashed, no one in my life (my husband, and family) understood that it wasn't my fault! And when I got the late night stay-awakes, there were no stories to read, and no one to write for.

I suddenly understand everything about USM addictions. I undersand about USM families. Because even if you are not my USM fam, you are my best-friends. You are the people I turn to for advice, prayers, and to be set on the right track. You people honestly mean the world to me.

So, I wanted to say thank you. Thank you one and all, because you ARE all my friends wheather you like it or not, and some of you are even my heros.

~*~Not Me~*~

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