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I SUCK!! By Mugwump

  Author:  22091  Category:(Depression) Created:(5/26/2001 10:58:00 PM)
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Hi, I'm depresssed. I dunno why anyone would care, I just felt like posting this because I wondered what it would be like to admit it to myself for the first time that I am DEPRESSED. I've acknowledged who I am--unfortunately. I'm sad loser who has never accomplished anything in the 17 meaningless years of her life. I'm about as low as they get. Grade 11, I'm failing all my classes. I don't even see what the point is in going to school anymore? It's humiliating handing in assignments (stupid me) I didn't do the work because my mind decided that it would rather wander instead of doing something productive. I was never smart to begin with, the depression is just the cherry on top. Hell, it doesn't matter that the teacher gave us 1 month to do the term assignment. A month is not enough time to normalize the mind to teach it that effort must be put forth. Don't have friends anymore. It's funny how they stick around when you're a happy, smiling little kid, but then as the depression slowly develops and amounts to the point where it consumes your whole being, they decide it's time to take off. Maybe they'll get some new friends...go out Friday nights, have fun. Maybe I'll just stay home tonight, and tommorow night too! And the night after that, and the night after that... I used to be motivated and determined...once upon a time. A musician, a poet, an athlete...now I'm too worn-out to even care about the things that I once enjoyed. Hmmph, besides, the over-acheivers that constitute about 99% of the population could do all those things a million times better than I could. I see no point in making an @ss out of myself in trying. I guess that's me. I'd write more but now I'm tired and I have a headache, so I'm going to my bed to sleep. Hopefully if I get the urge to wake up next morning, someone will knock me unconscious. Life sux.

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Date: 5/26/2001 11:04:00 PM  From Authorid: 12103    Well, im sorry to hear about your depression problem....i really dont know waht to say because i dont know how to help, i guess im just responding so you know that someone cares..and is here if you need to talk   
Date: 5/26/2001 11:12:00 PM  From Authorid: 18376    Hang in there,things will get better. If you need to talk to someone message me.   
Date: 5/26/2001 11:45:00 PM  From Authorid: 12709    I hope I didn't bring this on in any way with my post.  
Date: 5/27/2001 12:08:00 AM  From Authorid: 36352    I'm sorry you feel this way. I've been there. The only way from here is up! Friends get scared sometimes when we get needy. It's not always that they don't want to be there they sometimes just don't know what to say or they think you need your space. Call the boys and girls town of america hotline. They can lend a good ear when you need a friend. I've read your stories and you've got like 3 or 4 poems on there now. You have alot of passion and talent. I saw on there you have alot of interest in ouija boards and if you've went on to use them that could be helping along your depression. don't ask for friends you may wish you never got. Keep posting I enjoy your passion. LOVE YOUR FRIEND, *ANGELBELLE*  
Date: 5/27/2001 12:09:00 AM  From Authorid: 36352    I'm sorry you feel this way. I've been there. The only way from here is up! Friends get scared sometimes when we get needy. It's not always that they don't want to be there they sometimes just don't know what to say or they think you need your space. Call the boys and girls town of america hotline. They can lend a good ear when you need a friend. I've read your stories and you've got like 3 or 4 poems on there now. You have alot of passion and talent. I saw on there you have alot of interest in ouija boards and if you've went on to use them that could be helping along your depression. don't ask for friends you may wish you never got. Keep posting I enjoy your passion. Also some of your story titles really crack me up! LOVE YOUR FRIEND, *ANGELBELLE*  
Date: 5/27/2001 2:07:00 AM  From Authorid: 28206    its too bad that this has happened. I'm the same, used to do everything, moved out, and a year later, had to move back in cause of some cold-hearted people. now everyone is gone, I dont have anyone to talk and have meaningful conversations with. shame, really. i just work. sat is my b day, i turn 19, bogus. e-mail me at [email protected] maybe we have some same interests. good luck and hopefully your life isnt as bad as mine.
Date: 5/27/2001 2:57:00 AM  From Authorid: 30229    Awwwwww, I am so sorry for your depression, have you talked to a counselor (school or private)? They are really good at helping us over this depression. It would be worth a try. NO one should feel those feelings, at 17 you should be having the time of your life, and I dont know you, but I know you arent a loser, just by how you write. You are very articulate, and that is intelligence speaking, so you already have a LOT going for you... Message me if you want to talk... God Bless you, Love and Hugggggsssss.......  
Date: 5/27/2001 10:26:00 AM  From Authorid: 25485    o dont say that i fell the same way i even ended up in the hospital i was so close to comiting suiside. but deep down inside i knew i could fix those problems and become better at them. there is always somthing to fix and i lost all my friends cuz i couldnt trust them enough just think about it -limey  
Date: 5/27/2001 10:35:00 AM  From Authorid: 11097    Life can really bring people down, and I know the lat thing you want to hear, is how you shold have faith and everything will get better, but you have to listen- in order to ever feel better, or acheive anything, you have to open your eyes, and put liits only on what you want, you can do anything, if you set your mind too it. School, dont worry about it, talk to your teachers if your very concerned, and if anything, repeat and ace everything next year. See, you have a second chance at school, but you dont at life, and thats why you should live it, and not wait, because later will never come. Whether you believe it or not, your special, and once you find your hidden talent, use it, because nobody is alike. Your life means something to me, and im sure many other people, and 17 years is not worthless, its full of experieinces and learning, teach yourself how to overcome this, and live the next 17 years full of grace and happiness. If you need anything, you need faith in yourself. Cheer up, and if you need anything at all, talk to me. I care, whether you believe so or not. -Cheryl  
Date: 5/27/2001 12:21:00 PM  From Authorid: 30747    You don't suck. How come you sound half way intellegent in your post? Not everyone who is smart does good in school ya know. And besides that, I think you're in a rut. I have no advice except to tell you that in time this will pass and you really shouldn't be so darn hard on yourself. You've got alot to offer. I can tell that just by reading your post, so chear up...*hugs* Aunt Be  
Date: 6/13/2001 9:48:00 AM  From Authorid: 16376    I agree with the others you don't suck. I have mild depression to and it is hard, I was doing pretty bad in school but the counselers explained to them that I had a problem and they were a little easier on me. And depression is sometimes just a phase for teenagers beause we do have it kind of hard so this could go away. Have you considered seeing a counseler or a therapist about this? They could help there are pills for depression to, but I wouldn't recommend them. Paxil didn't help me at all, but there is still help for you. Don't give up, take care   
Date: 6/25/2001 6:54:00 PM  From Authorid: 31531    If you would start by believeing and loveing your self it may help.Your not stupid just try applying your self instead of feeling sorry if you don't stand up for your self you'll be left begind so please don't say those thing about your self,you need a fresh start please take one day at a time and write the things down that are brothering you and read them over and maybe there is something you can do to change thing for you>>HuGs<>>>kasti  

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