As I wonder..
About all this madness in my heart,
The past has shown the root of this evil,
My recollection of those events..
Started when you first looked into my eyes.
I felt helpless around you,
Nothing was good enough,
It was soft words,
Not mentioned near my ears,
But I heard every one of them,
Like a slap on my face.
Constantly judging, but I was never in a contest.
I tried to become who you wanted from me,
Twisting my self esteem,
Creating, unknowingly,
Wrinkles in my thinking.
Those abandon layers..
Infected with your hate,
Developed over the years.
Now, you've passed away.
I feel relieved of these feelings,
When I should be sad.
There's still a hole..
Right where the hate was stored.
My tears washing away the rest of you.
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