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| Shifting World and Feelings? | Author:  66062 Category:(Discussion) Created:(4/26/2014 1:23:00 AM)
This post has been Viewed (640 times) | :) I'm baaaaack and have no idea where to put this, so if you know a better place to put this, lemme know please lol.
Okay I'm soooo not crazy but sometimes I seriously feel like I'm off my rocker or something!
I have 2 situations really.
1) I have this... thing... I don't know what to call it. But sometimes when I am looking at something like the road, the floor, my bed, a wall, pretty much anything that is not living and breathing.. I can see it shift. Like it is a liquid form. Tonight it kinda hit me like a big truck. I was sitting in bed watching a movie and I saw something move by my leg. I look down and focus (more like honing in on something I guess) and I kid you not my bed turned liquid. I could see it swirling, moving back and forth and side to side. Not sure how long I was watching but whenever I kinda came back to myself it was like waking up out of a daze or something, I've done this a lot but I've never seen it this close nor have I done it this long. The only thing really different was this time when I snapped out of it was I gasped for air and had to take a few deep breathes like I had been holding it (though I know I hadn't)
Shockingly enough I'm not the only one in my family that does this. My mama sees stuff like that too. I asked my sister and she said she had no idea what I was talking about.
So I'm pretty sure only me and my mama sees it.... does ANYONE know what's going on here? Have you ever seen what I'm talking about?
and 2) I don't want to say "I'm psychic" or anything, in fact, I think I'm far from it.
but my thing is, I can read people...I think? I don't know *sigh* I'm sooo not a people person. I keep to myself. I'm overwhelmed when I'm around more than 2 people... literally. But lets make Marilyn Manson for example. I watched a video of him one day and I was overcome with a DEEP sadness. I'm talking like "there is no hope" sadness.
Now I know people who are fans of him, and I know people who hate him. Anyway, I got to talking to someone I know (they hate him though) and I said "there is something about him... I don't think anyone notices it, but he seems sad."
my friend just looked at me weird and asked "He doesn't seem sad to me. Plus, I don't think the devil messes with those that already belong to him."
Which in all honesty was kinda sad to hear and I said "hence 'I don't think anyone notices it' why do I seem to be the only person to see this?"
they just shrugged.
I know that seems a little nut-so I guess. But it's the same around people I actually know too. and not know, sometimes.
I know one time me, my sister, and her friend of 15 years (I think that's right - either way, they have known each other a looooong time)
we were all talking and her friend actually said something that made my sister VERY angry but my sister is the type that doesn't show her emotions. anyway, her friend just kept on. I actually could feel how mad she was getting and I had to take the convo and completely change it.
I know you can say "well that is your sister, of course you can feel her emotions." true, but it doesn't explain why I can walk by someone and sometimes (not all the time) feel an emotion coming from them.
Normally if I feel sadness, I ask them what is wrong or ask if they are okay (even if I don't know em)... they kinda look shocked then tell me what's going on.
While sometimes they say "nothing" but after talking for a few minutes, they actually do say something is wrong.
I in turn, do try to help them.
And if they feel dangerous... It feels like a siren explodes in my head and my skin crawls and I get unnerved and I have to get away from them ASAP.
I just... I don't know. Can someone help me with this? I try talking to family about it but it seems no one knows what I'm talking about or they don't sense what I am sensing about someone when I feel it. :/
Thank you
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