Update on interview and life in general ~ Biku-chan

So I posted this a while ago:

"So tomorrow is my exact first year anniversary at work! I also have an interview for a position in a different department. I currently work as frontline staff at a busy museum...I enjoy it, but I have social anxiety and I feel like as time goes on, it's been getting worse.

I get nervous and have mini panic attacks when dealing with too many people, even if they are nice. It just stresses me out and physically drains me. I hate that feeling.

So I was looking to leave the museum in favor of a data entry position elsewhere, and then I was informed that there was an opening at the museum for data entry! It's more behind the scenes, and I feel that I can be successful at it.

Any tips or best wishes or prayers to your deity of preference would be greatly appreciated! :)"

And update...I got an e-mail today making it official that I was not chosen...

Of course I'm sad, I cried and will probably cry about it when I go to work next. I really, really wanted it...but I guess it wasn't meant to be. I keep telling myself that it's because I will find something even better but it's hard to actually believe that.

But for now, before looking for another job (which I said I would do if I didn't get the position), I'll just focus on other things...

My long distance fiance is flying in to my city 6 days from now, to live here and close the distance gap we've had for 3 1/2 years! I'm of course very excited about that, and I'm just going to focus my energy on that instead of being depressed.

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