im so tired of this...really...Sunshine

ok, so...let me take you back to last week..my mom and i were talking in our living room (yes i moved back into my mom and dads house because im about to buy my own house). We started talking about my "friends" my ghost friends that is. Then some how we started talking about my grandparents on my moms side. She said something that reminded me of a dream i would have every time i would stay the night at their house.(my grandparents).

the dream It was me over seeing a girl in almost bell like long sleeves put her arm over the stove in the kitchen and catching on fire. she ended up dead in the grass outside of the house.

i dont know this girl, nor do i know the house in the dream.

After i told my mom the dream i look over at her and she is crying. i asked what was wrong and she told me "you know your grandma's older sister died just like that". i said no, i never knew that...i didnt even know she had a sister. Mom told me its because she never knew her and so she never talked about her.

there is no way me being only 4 to 7 years old would have known this. we went over it for hours..we called my grandmother and she started crying over the phone. i told her things about the dream, things i saw in the house inside the kitchen and outside.

we went over the next day and my grandmother pulled out pics of the house her parents lived in when her older sister died. i was right about EVERYTHING... Not only that but we also have another death in the family thats unsolved. She lived in NYC and i can describe the apartment with out anyone even telling me. Her name is Phillis and i believe she haunts me. I have her old bed room set. I even have EVPs that i have taken in my room with a woman that i believe is her. she wakes me up at night even ..asking things like "are you coming?" or "oh, there you are." She even calls my dogs name. She follows me. well really i believe she is attached to her dressers.

Ever since ive moved back into my parents house its very active here. from my parents dishes moving in the cabnets..to voices and the dogs growling at nothing..i even had a paper pulled out of my hands..(my dad saw that one..it was crazy).. Now im being woke up at night again..the other night it was to a voice i didnt like. it called out Mia's name (my dog) and she growled and wanted to get out of the room...

the scary thing about that is right before that happend i was having a really weird dream about a demon standing in the corner of my room he was about 12 or 13 feet tall, odd, scary, twisted face.. the main thing about it was he kept turing his head side to side ...like if you were to put your ear to your shoulder. but it was very slow and he had a smile with broken teeth, and burns on his skin.

after having the dream and talking with my mom i almost wonder if maybe what i was seeing in my room the other night could of really been there. The odd thing is i couldnt pray...i wanted to but (and i know this is going to sound odd) i couldnt remember who to pray to.. God was erased from my mind almost. i wanted someone to come and help me..i was scared..all alone...with this thing in my room that when i woke up i knew was there but i couldnt see....and i couldnt pray.. after a few hours my dog settled down and i remembered that i had God...it was the weirdest thing ever.

im so tired of having to deal with "travelers"..and what i mean by that is ghosts and demons who just kinda stop in to say "hi" or torment me.

i didnt ask for this gift and im so tired..i cant sleep, sometimes i cant eat..my mom and dad cant figure it out either and they know whats going on because they can hear these things talking to me to. they see it. even Matt sees it.

I dont want matts girls to be scared by these things either.

I pray that these things go away and i can loose this so called "gift"

ugh..

sorry i guess i just have to vent. and i know alot of ppl on this website go through the same thing.

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