~~~Bruiex's Journey__On Line and In Tune~~~

Good Morning USM, here are updates and thoughts concerning my reality & spirituality.

First Thing, Thank you everyone.Being able to open myelf up and be the real me instead of this enigmatic figure to everyone I meet, online or off, has been a blessing.

Things that would give everyone a glimpse into where I come from is to realize, for me, being online has been a new experience for me. My breif stint here in 2002-2003 wasn't very long and I only had dial up back then, now after over a year of highspeed DSL, the crash course of the world wide web has been a success. To be able to reach out to others, have the ability to research and expand my knowledge base has been a godsend for my arrested development.

I cannot believe that all my utilities are still on, guess by my Green living has kept the bills low as to not make shut offs a reality yet. The place is rented next month by a couple who are reall excited about living here to get away from their hood apartment, they were homeless for 2 years till they got disability.It is good to know the right people are getting the benefits of this place I worked so hard on to make nicer and more livable.if it wasn't for me this place would have been condemned this year.

All internet really is, is a communication device.it is also a way of archiving information.That is why USM has been special for me.To be able to go back in time and see what was going through my mind and to be able to save information has to be the top reason coming back. All in all my entire life I only have had 2 years total
That said, most of ya'll here have had many,many years being online, a lot have grown up with internet access and mobile phones.I grew up and lived in a world without that. So for me contacts and relationships online are just as important to me as real life relationships. Bruiex is kind of a Avatar, but now it is me. No one has that name across the internet in english form.If you see it anywhere on the web, it is me.Never have I been turned down or redirected to use a different name. Pronounced, Bro.

A Brother to all.

Recently, I have been through a cycle of rebirth.The reality of the obstacles and the paths to my happiness has opened itself.

The expansion of the sentiment. ___I am Second___ has really struck a cord with me. God is First. God is everyone, Everyone is God. From the Infinite to the Singular. God is neither Male or Female. How you interpert the supernatural being is Subjective. No matter what, the creative force of life in the universes is GOD.

Remember supernatural still contains Natural.

So, Here We Are, Here I Am and Here We Go.

Many folks here know that me and Fiery Mom of 2 are friends that are helping each other for the benefit of both.She has 2 boys that are 9 and 11, with no male role models or mentors to give advice, listen and share knowledge of skills,work and "how to".The move in happens tomorrow, it would have been today but we both have things to get done today.

me, I need to feel as though my life has more meaning.I have mentored hundreds of men/boys.Especially proud of one of my best friends who went from being a drug addled selfish creature, to now being a father, a husband and happy with his life.No drugs at all.

I hate Drug Abuse with a passion, yes I sometimes smoke the herb and drink some beers occasionly but moderatly using is beneficial to my health. There are certain spiritual journeys that must be done with the partaking of certain compounds but to treat it as a High, is Wrong..those journeys are rare and needed only in a sacred sense.

Another thing that I have learned is that when bad things happen, or perceived as bad, are just minor annoyances elevated to a status of problem. yesterday I went to court over my new tickets that depressed me so bad a couple of weeks ago.The no insurance was dropped because I was covered(on my post some of ya'll ripped me for it), the lack of inspection sticker ticket will be dismissed if I get it inspected in the next 30 days..My driver's license is not revoked, it is just a administration hold on the actual card until the trumped up tickets in Johnson County are resolved, I now have a valid Texas ID, which will allow me to get a job now.

So there it all is..Things are getting way better and the Way it all Starts was this:

I am Second.

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