The symbols aren’t based on a dream, but are mental images. I've been soul searching and decided to accept my good and falts. I envision a side of me that I see as a little girl who's really quiet and has long blond hair and pale skin (maybe myself as a child?). I think that she is the image of my moral, intelligent awareness. I find myself hugging her, telling her that I love her, etc. She is afraid of new experiences, very cautious because of things that happened as a child. I embrace her and accept her. Another side of me scares the daylights out of me because I feel a total lack of control of my emotions. It is a ball of darkness and I just wanted to abort it. Tonight it changed into a monkey. It is my emotions, passions, my primal human nature. I operated on the monkey for a long time; after being being hurt, the girl is fighting for control of my life. But she is too strict and the monkey doesn’t want to yield.
I also know that there's the rational, decision making side that is ME. I think that my brain is trying to achieve balance in my life. Instead of operating completely on rationality or emotions, I need to let them help each other. For example, when the child wants to be too scared, in say a new social situation, and freeze up, the monkey can come out and help me to be talk and have a good time, to losen up. But when the monkey wants to date someone thats not good material, she can come up and use logic to lead the monkey away from him, despite the fact that the monkey has attachment problems (ie latches on fast).
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