So many things left undone, so much left to do.
Books half read,
Glasses half empty,
Stories left un-finished.
A life only 22 years led.
So many complicated questions still left unanswered.
All of this will remain this way.
Only 22 years led,
Not another breath, not another heartbeat
Those 22 years where nothing but heart aches and pain
Why should I continue after those 22 years?
Thoughts and lies burden my shoulders.
I maybe carrying a child that is not my husbands
So if I end this life, I maybe ending two.
Am I willing to take that chance,
Or do I want to lead that lie for the rest of my life
Everyone thinks I am happy,
But I am dieing a little more each moment.
Every time I get a little glimpse that life will be going better
I get knocked back down
Down in the dirt
Down where I belong.
The pills and knife will comfort me tonight
They will soothe my fears,
Take away the lies,
As well as take my last breath
I do not want to continue after these 22 years.
I have caused so much hurt.
And so much hurt has broken this heart.
After 22 years 23 in just a few weeks,
I have realized this life is not worth living
Not worth leading
No more lies will pass these lips
Not another breath after tonight.
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