If you love someone but your not physically attracted to them, and that aspect of the relationship just hit you. See, at first i thought it was just nothing and i was being silly with myself. But now when i think about it and really look into his and mine relationship i find that i'm not physically attracted to him at all but i love him to death. He's sweet and sensitive and caring and all that good yummy stuff... but the physical attraction is just seriously not there. I've tried to find things about him that i do like you know maybe his eyes or lips or hands but can't.
I know a lot of you will come back and say looks aren't everything but there has to be some physical attraction doesn't there? I do love him but its like the thought of kissing and possibly taking that farther kind of sickens me as of late.. its nothing against him. maybe its just something wrong with me.. i don't know..
On a side note we've been dating about 5 months now.. and until the past month i've really just ignored what my heart/mind was telling me and it seems that lately i can't do that anymore.. you can't force something to be there when its not there at all to begin with eh? And i don't want to break up with him over this cause its seems so silly when to me its not..
Anyone with any words of wisdom is greatly welcomed and greatly appreciated.. Thanx ~A lost and wandering soul...
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