Good day to die...

Today is a good day to die
The night greets me with a smile
Same with the bottle of pills that has called to me before
That knife wants me to hold it
It wants the taste of blood on it again
My mind keeps telling me that it’s the only way out
Out of this pain
Away from these stains that I have brought into my life
I can’t make anyone happy
How am I supposed to make myself happy?
No one smiles around me
They all frown.
I am just a girl with another set of problems that I can’t escape
I wish I could,
I wish I could just close my eyes and make them all go away.
Well I guess that death is the only way to say goodbye.
Goodbye to all that I love
Goodbye to all that I thought loved me
I don’t want to shed any more tears.
I don’t want anyone to feel sorry for me anymore.
So once again and this time final
I say goodbye,
Goodbye to all that I love and once loved me
Goodbye to this life that has sucked the life out of me.
Goodbye to the breath that I take every day.
They say I am going to hell…
Well hell does not seem that bad right now.

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