Have you ever just wanted to hide your face?
Not want to put on that smile anymore
Just burry your head
Burry your emotions
Not fake that smile anymore
Just turn off your emotions
Turn off the tears that run down your face
Turn off the people that you love that are hurting you
Turn your back to them for once
Not them turning their back to you
I just want to make it all go away if not forever
But for just a brief moment to make all the pain go away
They say that you should not think that death was not the answer.
But it always comes down to it.
When you need someone the most they are never there.
I am feeling this way and the two people that always tell me that I can turn to them…
Where are they right now?
Where am I when they need me?
I am right there to hold their hand
Wipe their tears
Now I am sitting here crying once again
Crying all alone.
I just want to stop crying
I don’t want to hurt
I don’t what these feelings in my heart and in my mind to take me over anymore
I don’t want to hurt it its not fair.
This is not a cry for help
I don’t need your pity
I don’t need your fake smiles and fake hugs
I don’t need you guys anymore
I don’t need anyone I just need myself
I just want to be by myself
I don’t want anyone to love me
I don’t want anyone to remember me
I just want to hide
Hide forever
Never fake that smile again
Never help someone that has never been there to help me
Why did I keep going back?
Did I really believe that it was all going to change for the many times before
I guess it was my stupidity that kept taking me back.
Well I am done going back
I don’t want to hurt anymore
And I don’t want to hurt you.
TheGiggler AKA GiggleEyes
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