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When something so sad happens and you dont know what to or what to say dont back away. Killing yourself is not the answer. All you get is a night in the hospital being poked and proaded. Then 1-3 more days in a place that you dont want to be. with no fimalar smiling faces. and being told what to do and when to do it. Trying to kill yourself is a way out of that stress, but I will tell you right now its not the way to go. No one looks at you the same Eceryone treats you like your so fragile. When you just wanted to be treated normal. Your locked away from everyone and everything you love. The ones you love can only see you at certin times of the day. Someone is checking on you every 15 min. Its no fun being in the hospital. Its not worth what things you might concider HUGE right now but they seem so petty when all your rights are taken away.
The past 2 weeks of my life have been the hardest I have ever gone through. I attempted suicide on Saturday night. I will not going into details but I will say this. IT IS NOT FUN. It hurts you, it hurts everyone around you. And most of all, life is too short and too many people love you wether you think it or not. Many faces and many story's have came my way the past few days, and they all end the same. We all want to be better people. We all realized that suicide is not the way out. Its all kind of silly in the a way. This life is hard but it is the only one that we have to live. Why not make the most of it? You feel sad talk to someone. You feel like hurting yourself? TRUST ME there are many people that feel that way...So talk to someone it does help. Write a letter and just read it back to yourself or have someone you care about read it. Just dont keep it all inside.
ANYONE has ANY questions bout all this please msg me or if your feeling sad feel free to drop me a msg. I dont wany anyone to go through what I had to go through. It was NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT fun!
~~TheGiggler AKA Beth You can join Unsolved Mysteries and post your own mysteries or
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