my many poems

Suicide
blood on the floor trickling from your wrist.
your pain is gone now but you remember what you'll have missed
as you take your last breath.
the phone rings, they tell me you have met a sudden death
hatred is what i feel
why i aks myself, why did u have to do and kill yourself
since that sorrow filled day, my life i have been puting to question
now i think about all the tings that muct have been going through your mind
was it depression? why didn' you tell any one about your unseen pain? the feeling makes me wither
its so lonely with out you hither
r.i.p dillon

Goodbye
i didn't know you very well but when i heard the news pain filled my heart.
it's hard to believe you r really gone i saw you just the other day and its the last i will ever see you i'm sorry you had to die so young. as i looked upon you casket today it all came to me you really are gone that cheerful smile wasn't on your face it didn't seem like you this isn't the aden i know you feel so far away but i don't want to say goodbye everytime your name comes up i see that smiling loving face aden i'll never forget you but untill we meet again goodbye
R.I.P. aden pierce may 20th 2002

this one is my newest i wrote it just yesturday

Punk Concert
When i saw you at the concert tonight it hurt me knowing i couldn't hold you. i want you back but you just won't listen to me. i yearn to touch your face once more. why can't you see i still love you, and i always will how can i prove that to you. you hold the key to my heart i only want to be with you Iain can't you see i love you? you never gave us a second chance iain i need you it makes me hurt knowing that you don't want to be honest with me i would give anything just to be with you again because you are my life my being my world why can't everything just be amended between us once again? i sit here with my tears just wishing you could understand. i thought you had told me you love me but i didn't think people who love eachother should hide from one another. i saw you glancing over at me, your eyes so filled with hatered each time i had to hold back tears it hurts so bad i don't know how much longer i can make believe i am not feeling this anguish please tell me you still need me too/