I feel so bad and I didn't do anything..lol...ahhhhhhhh *Juls*

Okay heres the deal. You see at work there is like 3 guys who like me :) Not that im complaining, I kinda like the attention..lol *blushes*

Anyway, one is around 25 or something and his name is Scott, but I'm not really attracted to him in any way, he is a good friend and nice to talk too, but theres nothing there. He has asked me out but I was just honest and told him I just wanted to be friends and he said that was okay. :) So that one worked out I guess...

Anyway the next guy is 22 (my age) and his name is Matt :) I really do like him, he's a total sweethart. He seemed weird at first, but when I started talking to him, I couldn't help but like him. I mean hes not all that cute, but to me he is, he's adorable, and I love his personality...We did go out on a date last week and I had a total blast :) Hope we go out again soon, although neither of us wants to rush it because of things that happened in the past, but thats a whole nother story.

So this brings me to the other one, who is around 19 and his name is Dewayne. Im not attracted to him either and not just looks, I mean im attracted to Matt for his personlity, thats what makes him cute. Im more into that than looks..lol Anyway from what I hear he has it really really bad, and I was talking to one of my friends and She just told him what I said. I said, I wasn't attracted to him in that way, I mean he's nice, he's just not my type. Well he asked her what I said and she told him, I had also said something about matt's personality , well he totaly took that the wrong way and then he came up to me and said I said he had a crappy personlity. And im like what?? when did I say this? and I was no going to stand there and argue with him, cause he's gonna believe what he wants to believe. But I just kinda feel bad, cause I guess he saw me talking to Matt and he was soo mad and jealous. It kind of scares me, although he wouldn never do anything drastic. But it also makes me mad at the same time, I mean even though I don't like him as more than a friend, it still gets to me, that he would do something like that and then lie about it. I hate being lied to more than anything. One reason I don't trust people. (Sorry if Im confusing you, She told Dewayne that I had said I liked Matts personality, and then he said I told her that he had a crappy personality, and I don't get how you could twist that around without adding a little lie to it...*sighs*)

Anyway, I had a few people ask me to go out with him and give him a chance and I was like No, i'm not going to go out with someone I don't like and give them the wrong idea, it would only hurt them more. So just drop it, it was starting to get on my nerves. So my question, should I say something to him about how I don't like being lied too or people believing things about people, before they ask that person to see if its true, or should I just drop it...

I would rather just drop it, cause I can't change what he thinks and to be honest, with the way he was acting , I really don't care right now. I know thats harsh but its how I feel...

thanks for listening..I've been holding this in for a few days and I feel much better now :) *huggles n love*

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