I Have Lost All.....Predictor

Here I sit, thinking alone
All these feelings that will never be found
I have tried to tell you what it is I must
But to no end can I tell you for they are too much

I want to look upon your face
Just to tell you that I have lost this race
Nothing in me means anything any more
Except these feelings I am told to leave at the door

I did not ask to have these this way
If I could I would make them go away
They are so strong and I am too weak
That I fear soon my future is bleak

I know the hurt I feel inside
Was not intetional, but it still resides
Nothing will ever take these feelings away
Except for the dat my life fades away

I know in my heart and in my soul
That soon these feelings will take thier toll
When it happens, i shall stand proud
For the seeing the darkness is a sight, and only a shroud

I swear to never let these feelings known again
Not even when the end begins
For when it comes and it is my last
I shall remember all of the past

There is no way you could know I am ready to fail
For death has its grip on me and I shall let it hail
For when the time comes I will embrace it full
Knowing that it shall help me to move on slow

The words I could say are mere in fact
Words can not express what my love means. for it would be a pact
To tell you all would not be wise
For some emotions just can not be summed up is why

I wish you understood, I wish you could see
But like they say love is always to be
You have my heart and my soul
There is nothing left in me, this i know

So just remember when I am gone
I tried and failed for all to know
I must have been an idiot in fact
To even think you would love e back

So take what is left and do what you may
For soon my heart will no longer beat away
I can take no more, i have lost all will
For now it will just be a matter of time and skill

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